Jazzyfact - Friday Move (TGIF)
well reading that sure made me think..
Tired of these recurring problems at home.. it hurts and I’ve had enough. Can’t it stop?
Lord I’m so tired.. let me find rest in you..
Im kind of really petty sometimes no matter how sincere an apology may be..
The AM blues are the most unecessarily troubling, fearsome sh*t I’ve ever come across in life that is just ridiculously poisonous and unhealthy.
Something I’ve always been battling with I feel is my level of expectation when it comes to a relationship with someone.. whether it’s a boyfriend, best friends or just regular friends.
Obviously in saying this you’d have different levels of intimacy with them and thus also loyalty and etcetera.
Is it too much to ask of things from people.. like, personally feel that I need the same level of loyalty, love, consideration and thoughtfulness that I’m willing to invest into these people.
Ahh.. man I don’t know just.. I feel like I’m always on the giving end and never getting enough back.
Farout it feels almost like a repeat of something I don’t want to happen again, am I trying to fill myself with the wrong things again? Have I already sunk into the temptation of lusting for other things? I don’t enjoy being where I’m at at the moment..