Keep your promises even if it hurts. To know a word cannot be kept once it comes out of ones mouth is discouraging.
It’s called integrity.
just felt a sudden need to share some haps of today. had a massive dnm with a sister and what she’s been through: her life, witnessing other people’s lives that are close to hers and such.. and telling her my testimony. hearing myself say it again made me realise a few things too (for some reason it had to be this time). realised that as scary as it is, to be suicidal, have nothing in life.. it is just as scary to have everything, and not be able to find a sliver of joy in life with a gaping black hole in your chest.
ah how God’s love is so incredibly infinite and unchanging… telling my own testimony brings me renewed joy and fresh revelations on how He is the most amazing thing that’s ever happened to me. God I cannot live without. Without Him, there would be no ‘me’ right now. x